I have asked myself many times today why I'm in such a funk. I just don't get it. Nothing is wrong. All is well. So why do I feel so empty? Why do I feel so ill equipped? Stupid? Unintelligent? Satan - it's got to be him. Grrrrrrrr
I found this when I bee bopped over to living proof ministries blog:
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
A Quick Word On My Way to the Mountains
Hey, You Darling Siestas! I'm packing up and heading to the mountains to write for the next four days but wanted to share a quick word with you that has really spoken to me this week. On Monday, my Scripture in my quiet time was Hebrews 10:35-36 out of the New English Translation and I've been saying it all week over myself, my loved ones and anybody who would listen. Maybe you could use it, too. Here goes:
"So do not throw away your confidence, because it has great reward. For you need endurance in order to do God's will and so receive what is promised."
Don't pass over it quickly or lightly...even if you heard it years ago. Absorb what it's saying. God has made us certain promises that we will only see fulfilled on the other side of a demanding climb. We're going to have to sweat this one out and feel the burn in our limbs but the reward is going to be "great." There is something God wants to give you, Beloved, but He's purposely requiring tremendous perseverance from you in order for you to have what it takes to receive it rightly. Humbly. You will need ENDURANCE to do His will in this particular situation. It will not come easy because it's too good to come cheap.
In order to try to stop you, Satan is attacking your confidence. Making you feel stupid. Ill-equipped. Or just plain ill. DO NOT THROW AWAY YOUR CONFIDENCE. Without Christ you can do nothing but, with Him, you are capable of things you've never dreamed. All surpassing power abides in your jar of clay. Do not shrink back. The God of the Universe looked the world over and found you.
"But you, keep your head...endure hardship, do the work...discharge all the duties of your ministry." 2 Timothy 4:5
Yes, you have one.
I love you so dearly. AJ will keep an eye on you till I get back!
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*Sigh* I want to be her when I grow up.